Our 16th ambassador is Brown University student Zack McCune, who’s spending the summer at Harvard’s Berkman Center for Internet and Society. Zack is running an individual experiment in internet deprivation (original post here). We’ll get the final report on Tuesday.
I feel a bit like I am going on a hunger strike. Not to be melodramatic, but spontaneously giving up the internet for a day feels a lot like Lenten fasting, a time to focus on dependency by voluntarily giving up something you love. Not to be religious, although for me, a self-acknowledged digitalist who may or may not believe there is divinity in digital data, the internet is something of a gospel, and without it, I fear, I may be hopelessly lost.
Let me back-up for a moment and set the scene. My name is Zachary McCune. I am a student. In particular, I study Modern Culture & Media at Brown University, which generally serves as a sort of carte blanche to investigate anything from the theory of the sign to the sign of the theory. My preference, of course, is to examine what I consider the most rapid, seismic, revolution of culture in human history, the emergence of digital technology. Out of sheer luck, I was offered a summer position at the Berkman Center for Internet & Society (at Harvard University, dontchaknow), and here I sit, and on a macbook at a mahogany desk in Cambridge, Mass. musing on things coded into creation.
I was recently asked to help celebrate One Web Day an event I admit I had never heard of. So I googled it, naturally, and discovered that it was roughly earth day for the internet, an opportunity to celebrate what the world wide web means to humanity. How could I not be tickled pink? Much of my waking life is guided by the faint glow of the internet, and when not actively participating in web culture, I am often studying its dynamics like an anthropologist (a la danah boyd) who can never fully disengaged from the culture s/he studies.
But how might I celebrate such an expansive, and therefore abstracted thing like the internet? I could elect to glorify a set space, an individual website, community, trend, activity or use for the internet, or perhaps I could make a weblog of the web, a meta manifesto to all things wonderful about the internet on the internet for the internet. A fine way to celebrate the web indeed. Even considering these two broadstrokes option led me to a larger question: what is that the internet means to me? Or conversely, what would I do without the internet?
I didnt know.
And I didnt know if I wanted to know.
Sure there have been times when I wasnt online, whole blocks of time when I might be camping or traveling or on a boat, unable to access the web around me. But these times were exceptions to my considerations in that I had prepared for them. Moreover, they were often part of situations where using the internet was neither necessary nor practical.
I decided to give up the internet, perhaps for a couple hours. But that didnt seem all that meaningful. No, I decided it would have to be an entire day, to match the 24 hours of One Web Day. I considered the weekend. No, it would be far more crippling (and therefore fascinating) if I picked a weekday, a workday to be precise, provided my employers thought this was fair, and that I continue doing my job, just in slightly altered conditions. Fortunately, I have some of the coolest employers on Earth (did I mention them, the Berkman Center for Internet & Society at Harvard University?). They thought I was crazy; they understood my sacrifice.
They also knew the dice were loaded because it is the Berkman for Internet & Society, after all.
I admit I am a little apprehensive. What will I miss? What communications will fail? To pre-prompt true emergencies, I have provided an auto reply to my email that gives out my phone number and the nature of my experiment. I hope it will not offend people, as I debated for some time about whether or not it was appropriate, but safety wins out.
I also have debated about how to document the experience. I wish I could tell you to follow me live on twitter or facebook or youtube or on my webcast, but thats kinda the point, what do you do without those services? I will be taking notes on my continued webless day, including a log of sites I would visit, queries I would search and the number of times I yearn to check my email. I will note alternatives I develop to problems I usually solve with the web (you know like, reading the newspaper for news). When I complete the 24 hours, all of this content will be uploaded.
I thank you for patience my silly social experiment.
ttyl, Ill brb.

